Way too long since I've updated. Mainly, because there isn't a lot happening right now. The house search continues. I've had another disappointment - but know it was God closing a door - that I'm sure I was not suppose to go through.
On Monday during my prayer time, I got real honest with God, about my frustrations and doubts, and questioning Him as to whether I really could do this. I feel like I've gone to far to turn back now - I've made some commitments and I don't want to just quit. I asked God to please assure me that I was right about Him telling me "you can do this". I asked Him to help me to trust in Him and not in myself - or the circumstances I see as barriers. He gave me the following Bible verse:
If the Lord delights in a man's way, He makes his steps firm; though he stumbles, he will not fall, the for Lord upholds him with his hand. Psalm 37: 23-24
I believe this is a confirmation from the Lord - that He will make my steps firm - that He will keep me from falling - that He will uphold me with His hand. So why should I doubt?
I'm hoping to be able to check out a couple houses this week - it may be rather difficult with it being Easter weekend. But, we shall see.